Remove this ad

Lead

May 25 04 10:36 PM

Tags : :

Chapter 4


There they stood,in silence. Staring at each other,neither of them could find the words to say. JT couldn't bare the silence one more second, he spoke hesitantly

"Hi, Colleen." she gave him half a smile and said, "Hi, JT." she got cold feet all of a sudden, she felt weak. Damn JT for stopping by unexpectedly.

"How are you?" he asked.

Colleen stared at him before she answered. He looked the same, she thought. But their was just something about him now that made him irresistable. Could it have been the way his hair was buzzed, or maybe the ripplings of his muscles cascading through his black shirt. He was looking so cute, but she couldnt admit that to herself afer all these years, right...

"Oh, I am great. How about you? Why are you back in Genea City?" she asked wanting to know, if he had come back for a reason.

"Oh, well my tour is over. So I am on a short break. It's good to see you, Colleen. I have missed you all these years." he was cut of by her, "Please don't, JT. I dont want to go back, not now. Let's just let the past be gone." she said sadly.

"I can't do that, Colleen. You left me standing there in the airport, without giving me a reason why you were leaving. I want to know NOW ,Colleen. Why did you leave?" he was getting a little frustrated. But he sped off it.

"JT, I dont want to do this, now. I have somewhere I need to be. Now if you will excuse me..." Colleen turned away from JT as she was about to hop into the car. But she felt a nudge on her arm.

"No, Colleen. I won't excuse you for anything. I need to know why you left me. Did I do something wrong?" he insistanly said.

Colleen looked worried, he should have known why she had left. He knew she worshiped him. She left for a reason, and now she was going to let him have it.

"JT, I left because...cause', Well because I couldn't be with you anymore. It was to complicated watching you turn into this huge celebrity. I mean I was starting to feel like I was an outsider, but really I was an insider, JT. I was your girlfriend. But see nobody knew that since you sopke to the press about not being involved with anyone. I left for you, JT. Isn't that enough?" she blurted out, wiping a single tear away from her face.

JT felt guilty, he knew he had made Colleen sad, why did he have to bring back all the pain and suffering. It was too hard for her, and him. "No, Colleen. It's not enough. I want to know the exact reason why you left, were you feeling alone? Or maybe like you didn't belong?"

"JT, I was feeling all sorts of emotions, I was going insane. I left for you, I left because you needed to focus on your music. Not me, your career was more important. I wanted you to be happy." said Colleen as she began to cry.

He still didn't quite understand why she had left him. It was for him, he got that part. But he knew that Colleen knew that she was the most important thing in his life. So why would she leave. It was jealousy he thought. Maybe she was overwhelmed by Shiloh. I mean Shiloh did put moves on him, but he ignored all the signs. How could he had let Colleen go. Damn him.

Colleen was setting herself into the car as JT stopped her again. She was getting a little angry now. Why would't he just leave me alone? she thought. She stepped out of the vehicle and stood their staring at JT.

JT looked at her, then grabbed her face in his hands and said "Be with me, Colleen. Please. We can make up for all lost time, now. Please just be with me."

With that said, Colleen just stared,she didnt know what to say.

TBC

VISIT LYNDSY FONSECA ONLINE
user posted image

Quote    Reply   
Remove this ad
Remove this ad
Add Reply

Quick Reply

bbcode help