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Broken Ch. 5
" I mean it JT, I never said I wanted my heart back" Colleen said
JT was still getting over what had just happend. First they were kissing like nothing had every changed then all of sudden she stopped. He didn't know what hurt more, Colleen slapping him or telling him she didn't want her heart back.
"Colleen....." JT said trying to reason with her
"No you listen to me, you should of never of kissed me like that, why did you have to do that JT?"
"Listen Blue Eyes"
"No dont' call me that anymore, my name is Colleen, not blue eyes"
"Colleen, what just happend, I'm sorry, I should of never kissed you, but you must of felt that, felt that those sparks are still there" JT said pleading with her
"It doesn't matter what I feel anymore JT, It's over between us, I've accepted it, so should you" Colleen said startnig to walk away.
At this point JT was getting plan furious at the way she was acting. He didn't understand why she was shuting him out. Most of all why she was denying that she felt something.
"Would you just talk to me damnit" JT said grabbing her
"JT get your hands off of me!"
"No Colleen you listen to me, I don't know what the hell has happend to you or what you have been going through but you need to stop this now. You have become a total bitch. You are nothing like you were...."
"EXACTLY JT! There you go!!! JT Hellstrom finally get's it! I'm nothing like I was so don't you even pretend like you know me anymore! Do you understand me? You don't know me!" Collen said yelling at him
JT could see a tear starting to fall down Colleen's face. But as soon as he saw it she wiped it away. She wouldn't let him see what she was feeling. She wouldn't let him in and that's what bothered him most of all. This girl who taught him so many things about himself, taught him to be a better person, was now turning away from and wouldn't let him help her.
"I know that I don't know you anymore, that's pretty aparent Colleen, so you know what? I'm done trying to help you. I'm done trying to figure out what the hell is going on in that head of yours. Whatever has happend to you in the past year has obviously changed you, and yeah you can blame it all on me Colleen, but you know what? One of these days your going to see that the reason you've turned into such a heartless bitch isn't because of me, it's going to come down all on you" JT couldn't believe that he had just said that to her, but he knew he had to. He was tired of her striking out at him and he needed to say what was on his mind. As soon as he said it though he wished he took it back. As he looked into her eyes he saw flashes of pain and anguish that he had just caused her, but before he could react pure hatred came through her baby blues.
Colleen just sat there and stared at JT. He had never once talked to her like that before. Everything he had just said broke Colleen into a million pieces. Never once had he raised his voice at her like that, never once striking her like that when she was down. A huge sense of hurt and pain rain through Colleen. But before she would let it hit her she turned angry and just lashed out at him like she's never done before. With one simple phrase Colleen sumed the whole thing up to him.
"You know JT I actually would like you to stop by the house tomorrow if you could" Colleen stated
JT just looked at her like she was crazy. What was this? He had just totally lashed out on her and now she's asking him to come to her house? What was going on with this girl? But before he could think of it she gave the final blow to him.
"I have something of yours, you know that locket? Well it looks like it belongs to Mac now"
After saying this Colleen just turned and walked away from him.Leaving him there by himself, never letting him respond back to her. Never looking back at his reaction. She hoped she just hurt him as much as he hurt her. Getting back to her house she crept upstairs into her room, fell down on her bed, and for the first time in year, cried herself to sleep.
*Hope you guys liked it ! Again the feedback is amazing! Thank you! Some of you are probably wondering why they are acting like this towards one another. My thought is just that Colleen and JT really never had a big blow out. I mean even after him cheating on her they never really said what they were feeeling, so that's where i'm bringing this into. I think Colleen just held on to all that pain and anger from some of the things he's done, which by the way she's really never told him what that did to her, now there all coming out. Dont' worry though it's going to get better, just bare with me! Don't miss the next chapter (which I will post later today
)
" I mean it JT, I never said I wanted my heart back" Colleen said
JT was still getting over what had just happend. First they were kissing like nothing had every changed then all of sudden she stopped. He didn't know what hurt more, Colleen slapping him or telling him she didn't want her heart back.
"Colleen....." JT said trying to reason with her
"No you listen to me, you should of never of kissed me like that, why did you have to do that JT?"
"Listen Blue Eyes"
"No dont' call me that anymore, my name is Colleen, not blue eyes"
"Colleen, what just happend, I'm sorry, I should of never kissed you, but you must of felt that, felt that those sparks are still there" JT said pleading with her
"It doesn't matter what I feel anymore JT, It's over between us, I've accepted it, so should you" Colleen said startnig to walk away.
At this point JT was getting plan furious at the way she was acting. He didn't understand why she was shuting him out. Most of all why she was denying that she felt something.
"Would you just talk to me damnit" JT said grabbing her
"JT get your hands off of me!"
"No Colleen you listen to me, I don't know what the hell has happend to you or what you have been going through but you need to stop this now. You have become a total bitch. You are nothing like you were...."
"EXACTLY JT! There you go!!! JT Hellstrom finally get's it! I'm nothing like I was so don't you even pretend like you know me anymore! Do you understand me? You don't know me!" Collen said yelling at him
JT could see a tear starting to fall down Colleen's face. But as soon as he saw it she wiped it away. She wouldn't let him see what she was feeling. She wouldn't let him in and that's what bothered him most of all. This girl who taught him so many things about himself, taught him to be a better person, was now turning away from and wouldn't let him help her.
"I know that I don't know you anymore, that's pretty aparent Colleen, so you know what? I'm done trying to help you. I'm done trying to figure out what the hell is going on in that head of yours. Whatever has happend to you in the past year has obviously changed you, and yeah you can blame it all on me Colleen, but you know what? One of these days your going to see that the reason you've turned into such a heartless bitch isn't because of me, it's going to come down all on you" JT couldn't believe that he had just said that to her, but he knew he had to. He was tired of her striking out at him and he needed to say what was on his mind. As soon as he said it though he wished he took it back. As he looked into her eyes he saw flashes of pain and anguish that he had just caused her, but before he could react pure hatred came through her baby blues.
Colleen just sat there and stared at JT. He had never once talked to her like that before. Everything he had just said broke Colleen into a million pieces. Never once had he raised his voice at her like that, never once striking her like that when she was down. A huge sense of hurt and pain rain through Colleen. But before she would let it hit her she turned angry and just lashed out at him like she's never done before. With one simple phrase Colleen sumed the whole thing up to him.
"You know JT I actually would like you to stop by the house tomorrow if you could" Colleen stated
JT just looked at her like she was crazy. What was this? He had just totally lashed out on her and now she's asking him to come to her house? What was going on with this girl? But before he could think of it she gave the final blow to him.
"I have something of yours, you know that locket? Well it looks like it belongs to Mac now"
After saying this Colleen just turned and walked away from him.Leaving him there by himself, never letting him respond back to her. Never looking back at his reaction. She hoped she just hurt him as much as he hurt her. Getting back to her house she crept upstairs into her room, fell down on her bed, and for the first time in year, cried herself to sleep.
*Hope you guys liked it ! Again the feedback is amazing! Thank you! Some of you are probably wondering why they are acting like this towards one another. My thought is just that Colleen and JT really never had a big blow out. I mean even after him cheating on her they never really said what they were feeeling, so that's where i'm bringing this into. I think Colleen just held on to all that pain and anger from some of the things he's done, which by the way she's really never told him what that did to her, now there all coming out. Dont' worry though it's going to get better, just bare with me! Don't miss the next chapter (which I will post later today
)
*!Meg!*